Last week was first week of my senior year in undergrad and from being in summer school and seeing all the things that had taken place before the fall semester even started I could tell that this was going to be an interesting school year. I moved off campus and got my own apartment by myself, I'm taking some of the most difficult classes of my undergrad career, I'm balancing working weekend night shifts at hospital while being a full time student, I'm running most of the organizations in my department and all while trying to focus on keeping my eye on the prize which is GRADUATION in May. But all in all I will be starting and ending this last year with a bang.
Some of the random thoughts that have gone through my mind this morning were the fact that I am still working on accepting the fact that I'm not in a relationship but at the same time I have no real desire to be in a relationship right now, because no one seems to be of interest to me. Everyone is either boring, childish, not my type, etc., there are just too many wrongs and not enough rights at this moment. I think it's partly because I'm focusing on me finally, which is the always a great thing, and it's partly because I have no reason to worry about when the next person is going to come into my love life, because when God feels it fit the will send him my way.
Throughout everything that has been going on lately, my faith has been greatly strengthened and my focus on myself as well.
I don't know exactly where I will be at this time next year but what I do know is that all I can do is take it day by day and give it my all.
Live your free and one life. Care less, rock big hair, dream more and support it with lots of prayer.
Namaste Beautiful! ✌ ❤ 😊
Signed Black Bohemian Goddess!