Senior year, graduation and real life all comes next year. I'm officially going to be in the real world one year from now. Yes it is kind of scary but at the same time I'm super excited for it. I've learned so much in the past year, seen a lot, and longed for so much more. I have so many dreams and aspirations. I want don't want to miss out on anything in these young adults years of mine and I don't want to have any regrets.
It's the year of 22 for me and I have so much planned. I want to see the world before I settle down and get married, I want to try new things and experience things that people only long for or see in films. Fluent Spanish, play the guitar, play piano, paint, take pictures, write poetry and go to a poetry lounge and just be around people with nothing but cool vibes surrounding them, I want to go to the local Caribbean festival, explore Europe, Safari through all of South America, experience Carnival, go the Colombian festival, change my eating habits and my way of life. Wow! A girl can really dream eh. But this girl is not just dreaming, she plans on putting these things into action.
You're probably wondering how the hell does this full time college student, who's supposed to be going to medical in a year plan on doing any of this. Well guess what we're both wondering the exact same thing, the only difference is I don't have any doubts that it's completely possible.
I've come to the conclusion that medical school may not be something that happens right away and I've said that a year off is completely acceptable if need be. I can get a masters in biopsychology or I join the peace corps and help impact lives.
I feel like there is no real limit to what I can and can not accomplish. I CAN NOT BE DEFINED. My individuality and my freedoms will not allow me to be constricted or confined into a world that is only selfish about themselves. I want to be able to aid others, while making sure that putting myself first is a must. I can never completely care for someone else if I don't care for myself properly first. I have to love myself for me,enjoy being with myself, enjoying my own company and being able to laugh with myself. I have stopped longing for a boyfriend and learned to really enjoy ME. I'm slowly learning to let everything go and hand to all over to God because he's the one who has control over it all. I can't worry myself, if I can not "truly" control anything. Let things fall as they may and just live my one life.
I've recently found my love for the little things that I did when I was younger, Mother Earth, the sky, the plants, the birds, all animals, reading a good book, enjoying a soothing bubble bath. It truly is the little things that keep me happy.
I know that I WILL be a succesful neurosurgeon with a specialty in surgical neuro-oncology. Saving lives, finding cures, having a wonderful family and putting smiles on a different persons face everyday. At the end of my life I want to be able to say I lived a prosperous and enjoyable life.
That's just a little bit of the things that flow throughout this ever flowing mind of mine. I'll make sure to keep blogging throughout this summer.
Live your free and one life. Care less, rock big hair, dream more and support it with lots of prayer.
Namaste Beautiful! ✌ ❤ 😊
Signed Black Bohemian Goddess!
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